Wondering what's the phrase for? Haa , i'm trying to learn how to control my own temper . So yes , one guy actually left me because of my attitude kannn . I've realised so much after today's lesson with Mr Din and Mr Taufik . Whoa, i'm scared to go out of school already. I promise myself for not getting myself into trouble when i'm outside. It's like , afterall that happened just now. I felt like , there's someone stalking me . Eeeeeeeh , very scared you know.. Seriously , i don't want Anderson Secondary School's name to be in the black list . C'mon , our school is not a normal school ok.. People should'nt be looking down on us . So yes , the guys who were caught red handed , change yourself lah kkahy. Today was a very terrifying day for me. I think not only me lah, all my classmates? So yes, after school . Reached home , NanaCiner, Rarah, Zul Ciner , Epul were all there. Hmms , talk here , talk there . Then , i was damn fucked up with Epul . Hmms , taq habes-habes naq tego oranggg. Dah tu , taq tengok tempat . Blaa lah kau! Then , at around 4pm , Ijahsan came along with V-Jay . :D Whoa , best! Ijahsan was also superb mad with Epul ok! Blah, kambeng hitam. Mum went out after a while , then Ijahsan and all of them went home (: Oh yah , hope on this Saturday i can go out uhuh! I want fly kite also okayy! Heeees ~ Kyo or whatt eheh Kak? :D
tght of sleeping . but tght that i shud update abit . First update , bout my worst freaking ex . haha . if i had knew ure behaviour from the start , ill never be with u . and yeah , want u to know this . i aint a matrep , and i never want to be . just to let u know cause ure getting the wrong thing inside ure stupid brain . Listen all u want , scold all u want . cause u know whad . I DONT CARE ! :] u got no life , i have . why the hell am i wasting time on u ? hahaha . and , ure "kak liz" blang dhe , she not the oni one in this world with strength . how bout trying others ? :] kayh , malas talk bout people with no life . next ! Hobby : skate ? i guess im really into skate . it really makes me go crazy . tght of it from last time , but malas nak skate . skali heard my ex become skater , WTF ! ive gone crazy with skate . will be buying a deck soon . just a hobby :] kayh than , i want sleep now . takeqaire all ! Tata !
I CAN'T BELIEVE EVERYTHING THAT HE WROTE THERE. Like, seriously i'm sadddd. All my friends asked, why i broke with him. The only reason that i gave was , " Oh, it was my fault. I acted like one big minah, that's why we broke." And they asked , " I heard that he flirts alott? " I told them , " NO, he's not that kind of guy. He's a loyal guy." Haihs, i can't be the only one who's gonna take the blame. You should have took the blame too, Aaiem. Now then i knew, you don't love me all this while. It was just your fake love. Haihs, thanks uh thanks. I really wanna learn how to let go.. Oh, god. Please , give me the strength to overcome all this. )':
