Asyuhada
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I laugh over small things most of the time.
Sunday, April 4, 2010
Hello all, i'm not gonna elaborate what happened today. It's a very boring day. And oh, i'm sick again. I seriously feel like cutting off my nose, it's damn irritating okayy. Oh yah, i was blog hopping from just now. And when i blog hopped to ex boyf's blog, i saw this.
to her : hais , im really damn missing u . If u had not do that mistake and follow your temper which leads to you asking for a break .. we would not be like this . i would not be enemies with ure kak angkat and be ure ex . cause ill be ure boyf till now . remember that promise i made . yeah , i still want to complete that promise . but i know i cant , i wont have the chance . sometimes , i really want us to be back and let this relationship antara u and me . nobody else , nobody to disturb . But now , im left with nothing . im not wrong right to say that u still love me ? cause i still love u . haiss ..
I'm seriously speechless when i read that. No, Aaiem. You're not wrong to say that. I was at fault, i should have controlled my temper in tha first place. If not, this wouldn't have happened. Yes, i miss you more Aaiem. Do you remember those days when we were together?
If you don't,
i still do. I still remember when you'll always text me " Imy already " eventhough we've just met. I still remember when you tried to make me laugh when i'm stressed up with dad. I still remember when you picked me up from Yishun to Hougang, and from Hougang back to Yishun with a cab. I still remember our jokes that actually made us laugh till we can't stop laughing. I still remember the day when we fought and i did cried a river for you. I still remember what song you liked when you're with me. I still remember when you told me to eat more and you're gonna eat less. I still remember those days, Aaiem. Wherever i go, i'll always remember those days. ):
I don't know why it seems so hard for me to forget those memories. I really miss your greatest love, Aaiem.
I really do.. You were always there to light my day. How can i forget all those memories when you're the one that make me smile? How i wish you were still mine , Aaiem. I know it's me who said goodbye, and it's the hardest thing for me to do.. You mean so much to me, so muchh. For all the things i've said and things that hurts you, please forgive me. I still love you, trust me..
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