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Asyuhada ♥ I laugh over small things most of the time.

Saturday, April 3, 2010

Hello readers. I'm currently not in tha mood to post right now. But, i'm bored. So yes, the picture, yes. It's Arwah Ramdan. Oh yah, all of us misses him . Kayy whatever, just now went out with Budak-budak Esplanade. Hmms, no picture was taken as i was emo-ing all the wayyy. So yes, Ijahsan, Boi Jep, Wan Prankster, NanaCiner, V-Jay was there. They had alot of fun, i thinkk. Hmms, to be truthful, i didn't . When they made jokes that make me wanna laugh, i'll just smile. When they asked me what's wrong, i'll just say nothing. I don't know how to express my feelings just now.. I've been thinking about ex boyf, and when i think of him, i'll just keep quiet and will be emo-ing myself. Blahhhh, we went to Causeway Point. In the Banquet, i saw ex boyf's cousin. Oke, i tried my very best to forget thinking of him and wanna have fun with my Budak-budak Esplanade. But when i saw ex boyf's cousin , i really felt like screaming while bursting all my tears out. Seriously, i remembered about our past. After eating, NanaCiner, Boi Jep, Wan Prankster and V-Jay went to Toa Payoh to meet Zul Ciner. So yes, i started to feel lonely already. So yes, obviously . I started emo-ing once again. I kept quiet till now. Sister asked me what's wrong, and at last i expressed my feelings to her. She tried to make me feel ease, but i really can't . Now, i'm thinking about going MIA. I really can't take it anymore, i must go MIA . I thinkk , when i'm MIA-ing, it will make me feel ease. When i'm okay already, i can start a brand new life once again. I told Ijahsan about my problems too, and she told me this.

IJAHSAN- bila mau pancing lagi bro? says:
fill your time with evrything. keep yourself busy. you'll see yourself laughing and having fun with others. You wont have the time to think of HIM. trust me. I had Taufik remember ? And my daughter. I know how you feel. But your's will heal very soon. and being alone and staring into blank space will only make you think of HIM even MORE? ignore him. be strong. you can do it.
I fI can move on, so can you. just put him as another memory. another history. to kept and remembered, but to be left behind.

Ughhhh, now idk whether i wanna go MIA or not. ):
Whatever, now i'm currently chatting with Ajex Joker and Nunusiao. Ohmygod, i miss you too Ajex Joker. Meet up soon ayy, ny kali make sure kau turon Yishun. Aqu malas naq turon Bukit Panjang. :D Ayy, now then i realised something. When i'm down, talking about Tommy really makes me feel ease. Hah , toll taq Nunu? Now then i know that i've been enjoying the little things even if it's imaginary. Hahaha . Chatting with this two people kannn, really made up my day. Hah , i can release my stress you know. Oke lahs, nights.

- ABCDEFAAIEMGHIJKYOULMNAREOPQRSMYTUVWEVERYTHINGXYZ. )':
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Asyuhada ♥ I laugh over small things most of the time.	Saturday, April 3, 2010 Hello readers. I'm currently not in tha mood to post right now. But, i'm bored. So yes, the picture, yes. It's Arwah Ramdan. Oh yah, all of us misses him . Kayy whatever, just now went out with Budak-budak Esplanade. Hmms, no picture was taken as i was emo-ing all the wayyy. So yes, Ijahsan, Boi Jep, Wan Prankster, NanaCiner, V-Jay was there. They had alot of fun, i thinkk. Hmms, to be truthful, i didn't . When they made jokes that make me wanna laugh, i'll just smile. When they asked me what's wrong, i'll just say nothing. I don't know how to express my feelings just now.. I've been thinking about ex boyf, and when i think of him, i'll just keep quiet and will be emo-ing myself. Blahhhh, we went to Causeway Point. In the Banquet, i saw ex boyf's cousin. Oke, i tried my very best to forget thinking of him and wanna have fun with my Budak-budak Esplanade. But when i saw ex boyf's cousin , i really felt like screaming while bursting all my tears out. Seriously, i remembered about our past. After eating, NanaCiner, Boi Jep, Wan Prankster and V-Jay went to Toa Payoh to meet Zul Ciner. So yes, i started to feel lonely already. So yes, obviously . I started emo-ing once again. I kept quiet till now. Sister asked me what's wrong, and at last i expressed my feelings to her. She tried to make me feel ease, but i really can't . Now, i'm thinking about going MIA. I really can't take it anymore, i must go MIA . I thinkk , when i'm MIA-ing, it will make me feel ease. When i'm okay already, i can start a brand new life once again. I told Ijahsan about my problems too, and she told me this. IJAHSAN- bila mau pancing lagi bro? says: fill your time with evrything. keep yourself busy. you'll see yourself laughing and having fun with others. You wont have the time to think of HIM. trust me. I had Taufik remember ? And my daughter. I know how you feel. But your's will heal very soon. and being alone and staring into blank space will only make you think of HIM even MORE? ignore him. be strong. you can do it. I fI can move on, so can you. just put him as another memory. another history. to kept and remembered, but to be left behind. Ughhhh, now idk whether i wanna go MIA or not. ): Whatever, now i'm currently chatting with Ajex Joker and Nunusiao. Ohmygod, i miss you too Ajex Joker. Meet up soon ayy, ny kali make sure kau turon Yishun. Aqu malas naq turon Bukit Panjang. :D Ayy, now then i realised something. When i'm down, talking about Tommy really makes me feel ease. Hah , toll taq Nunu? Now then i know that i've been enjoying the little things even if it's imaginary. Hahaha . Chatting with this two people kannn, really made up my day. Hah , i can release my stress you know. Oke lahs, nights. - ABCDEFAAIEMGHIJKYOULMNAREOPQRSMYTUVWEVERYTHINGXYZ. )': Labels: Adoptedson.