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Asyuhada ♥ I laugh over small things most of the time.

Sunday, May 2, 2010

Hello. Hi. Hey.
Yesterday was my bad day ever , yes. I went to Aunt's house to celebrate grandpa's birthday. Everybody was having so much fun , laughing here and there . I sat one corner and did my own things . They asked me what's wrong, i just kept quiet . Sister told me not to think about it, but i just can't. When everybody was eating, i didn't . When they asked me to eat , i just replied , " I've eaten. " Haaaaaaaaaaihs , i can't hold on much longer . At night , he called . Telling me that he just came back from Johor . I was happy in tha first place, but i still can't forget about the incident. Now, i'm online and he's online too. Guess what , we're drifting apart . So yes, don't ask me how's my relationship. I'm gonna reply, idk for sure. It seems so complicating , haaaaaaaaihs. I guess today, i'll just stay at home . I seriously got no mood to go out or whatsoever . Ohya, people have been saying to me " Don't make this probs affects on your studies. " Goshh , i won't . I believe that i can cope on my studies . I hate affecting things on my studies. Haaaaihs ):
I wanna say thanks to certain people who helped me alot . And they are,
Nunusiao : Thanks bloodsister. Sorry for the incident that happened on that Friday. Yeahs, i felt guilty in tha first place , but afterall. I guess , i can't say anythng more now.. Thanks byi (:
Kirin : Thanks for making me go to the right way. Idk how to make myself feel ease. Seriously, i gave up . I'll try my very best to accept tha fact ayy? :D
Ijahsan : Thank you so much kak! You've been there to make me understand my situation now. I was soo blank and you're there to show me which is the right way.. Thanks ! :D
V Jay : Brotherlove ku ny (: Oh yes, thanks V Jay. Eventhough you've just came out from that dirty place, you were still there to lend me a shoulder to cry on. Yeahs, i guess you're right. I have the guts to slap his face for doing that , hah . Let's wait and see (:
And some other people , lazy to mention their names. Hmms , thank you so much guys.. I think i have the courage now. Hahs , i'm gonna accept tha fact then . Whatever happens , i'm ready to face reality :D
Labels: IHY.


Asyuhada ♥ I laugh over small things most of the time.	Sunday, May 2, 2010 Hello. Hi. Hey. Yesterday was my bad day ever , yes. I went to Aunt's house to celebrate grandpa's birthday. Everybody was having so much fun , laughing here and there . I sat one corner and did my own things . They asked me what's wrong, i just kept quiet . Sister told me not to think about it, but i just can't. When everybody was eating, i didn't . When they asked me to eat , i just replied , " I've eaten. " Haaaaaaaaaaihs , i can't hold on much longer . At night , he called . Telling me that he just came back from Johor . I was happy in tha first place, but i still can't forget about the incident. Now, i'm online and he's online too. Guess what , we're drifting apart . So yes, don't ask me how's my relationship. I'm gonna reply, idk for sure. It seems so complicating , haaaaaaaaihs. I guess today, i'll just stay at home . I seriously got no mood to go out or whatsoever . Ohya, people have been saying to me " Don't make this probs affects on your studies. " Goshh , i won't . I believe that i can cope on my studies . I hate affecting things on my studies. Haaaaihs ): I wanna say thanks to certain people who helped me alot . And they are, Nunusiao : Thanks bloodsister. Sorry for the incident that happened on that Friday. Yeahs, i felt guilty in tha first place , but afterall. I guess , i can't say anythng more now.. Thanks byi (: Kirin : Thanks for making me go to the right way. Idk how to make myself feel ease. Seriously, i gave up . I'll try my very best to accept tha fact ayy? :D Ijahsan : Thank you so much kak! You've been there to make me understand my situation now. I was soo blank and you're there to show me which is the right way.. Thanks ! :D V Jay : Brotherlove ku ny (: Oh yes, thanks V Jay. Eventhough you've just came out from that dirty place, you were still there to lend me a shoulder to cry on. Yeahs, i guess you're right. I have the guts to slap his face for doing that , hah . Let's wait and see (: And some other people , lazy to mention their names. Hmms , thank you so much guys.. I think i have the courage now. Hahs , i'm gonna accept tha fact then . Whatever happens , i'm ready to face reality :D Labels: IHY.