Asyuhada
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I laugh over small things most of the time.
Monday, May 3, 2010
Hello. Hi. Hey.
Today is a public holiday , kan ? So yes, i didn't go anywhere , i stayed as home as usual . Good girl mahhh (: Whatever la , i'm not in tha mood , but i still wanna post . Such a boring day, ughhhh . I hate today, seriously. Idw to elaborate more about today. Haaaaaaaaaaihs , Lutfil Smally. I'm so sorry , friend . I didn't meant to say those words to you. You should know that i'm not in tha good mood , right ? You still have the guts to say that i don't even have feelings for others. It's not that i don't, i do have. I do care for you, friend . Remember when you said ,
Sehydop ' sematy , [A]sy[L]ut
? Where did it go? It's all gone , friend . I do treasure you, it's not that i don't . I just need time to make myself feel ease. Yes, you did cheer me up. Many times, thank you so much . I appreciate it alott , but please . For once, understand my situation now.. Tomorrow you're gonna make stupid stuffs? Don't be stupid , Lutfil . I need you, all of us needs you. Don't think that way, friend . I'm so sorry for tha harsh words, oke?
Boyf , i'm really sorry. It's not that i don't trust you. It's just that, you don't even wanna tell me what you work as . How am i on earth gonna believe that you're actually working ? I heard SO MANY rumours about you, i tried of thinking positive things and ignore what they have said to me. When you sent me that kind of messages, don't you know how hurt i was ? You don't even have tha guts to say that you're sorry for it . I guess, i have to give in this time. I guess , it WAS my fault for not trusting your words in tha first place . I'm so sorry, boyf )':