Asyuhada
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I laugh over small things most of the time.
Saturday, May 29, 2010
- I know it's hard to accept tha fact , now. Whatever it is, i'll be waiting for you.
Hello. Hi. Hey.
It's been a long time ever since i last touched this lappy. Yeahs, so many things happened this week. Gahhhh, friendship, relationship . All ruined ); I don't wish to elaborate what happened today..
I don't know how to start. Let's put the matter about relationship aside first.
Okay, i just don't understand what's wrong with you guys. I'm really dissapointed, i don't know who to trust now. I thought all of you were okay with me? I got to know, it's all a fake story. You guys just don't appreciate what i've given. To be frank, i miss you guys, alott. But, i have nothing more to say. You all made up your choices, remember. I'll always be here for all of you, feel free to come back . My hand is always open for you guys to come back.
About me and Aman? Jyeahs, everybody have been asking me what happened. I can't answer to that question, i really can't. I don't know why? I know it's hard for you to say goodbye, i know it's hard for you to forget me. I felt the same way too. You should have controlled your anger that day. I'm sorry for all this to happen, i know that i've not been a good girlfriend to you. I'm sorry for causing a fight between you and your friends. When we went our seperate ways, i neglected on my friends, i neglected on my studies, i neglected everybody, even when they tried to cheer me up. I really felt like killing myself, i cried like there's no tomorrow. I really thought you would never give up, but you did. You followed your anger, and you ruined everything. Our relationship, my behaviour, your behaviour, all changed. After letting me go, now you're looking for me just to say you're sorry and you regretted for doing that. You told me that i was the only one for you and you can't move on. Please, don't make things more difficult for me. You made me neglected everybody for no reason. You know how wrong i felt for neglecting them? Just because of my new changes, my friendship was ruined. They walked away when they saw me, they don't even have the guts to smile at me. Gahhhh, whatever it is. I'll be waiting for you, remember that.
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