Asyuhada
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I laugh over small things most of the time.
Saturday, May 1, 2010
-She said , " You're weak in this relationship. " I said, " Yes, i'm not strong enough . ): " She gave me a * big-tight-hug * and said, " You're strong adek. (: "
Yesterday night, i got to know something . When i read it, i froze for like 2 mins and sat down crying. I can't believe every single words that she've told me . I was damn dissapointed with him , like again ):
Haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaihs , i told Ijahsan so many things . She told me to talked to him and asked him why is he acting this way. You know whut , i regretted for not picking up his calls yesterday , if not i would have asked him so many questions already ):
Until now, he didn't even have the guts to contact me . Haaaaaaaihs. You said you wanna last longer this time, what's all this? I knew it, we won't last long this time. When we broke that time, you were the one who kept on looking for me , wanting me back in your life. When i gave you my heart once again, this was what i get ? You promised me that you won't repeat the same mistakes again , what's all this ? You don't wanna make me feel hurt , dissapointed . What the heck are you thinking, Izman ?! Don't say it's just because of your BROTHERLOVE , you're doing this to me . Now, i don't know what to do with you. Call me right away, i wanna ask you so many questions . I wanna know what's your motive of doing all this craps, seriously . I don't feel that you really love me . You'll always call me every night , wishing me such a long msg every night just to say that you love me. I trust your words , yes. I really do, to be truthful . I miss your voice , but when i got to know this . I don't feel like you're mine anymore..
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gonna end soon? )))))))))))))):
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