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Asyuhada ♥ I laugh over small things most of the time.

Saturday, July 17, 2010

He said, "KLAW ITU APE YANG KAW NK, AKU TAK BLEH BUAT PAPE. TPI TAKPELA, TERIME KASE UNTK SEGALENYE.."

You said it yourself, people do change. And so do YOU, and i gave up. I know i was the one who said goodbye, it was the hardest thing to do.. But, you asked for it. If you didn't change in the first place, i won't have gave up on you and ended our relationship. I know i'm not strong enough now, i'm much more different than last time. I need the time to talk to you, but you refused to. So yes, this is the only way to stop all my hurts. I'm done with you, for what i know, i've done my part. It's you who changed the pace, so deal with it. I got nothing more to say about you. I was fucking dissapointed when you totally change to the new you. Started to contact your ex's whom i know. You don't even call me, you used to call me EVERY night. Now, tell me. What's going on? I got so many things to tell you, i thought of meeting you today. But, i can't handle with it already. On 160710, i have to say my last goodbyes to you. So, i'm not expecting you to come back cause i want to move on. Remember, the first time we broke, you came back. The second time, you came back too. And now, i don't expect anything from you anymore. People had been asking me about you, i actually smiled and walked away and not replying to their questions. They have been asking about US, i ignored them. I don't want them to know that you've changed and i gave up on you. But, it's proven now. I can't control my tears anymore, i have to tell them the truth. So yes, it's like THE WHOLE WORLD knew about it already. Thanks to all my friends for giving me the encouragement to survive. If not, i may have commited suicide already. Now, after i left you. Don't think that i've forgotten everything about you. To be frank, i still need you. I still miss you, i still love you. I still need all that, but i didn't show it. The dress that you gave me, it's still in my hand. I thought of giving it back to you, but due to i still love you, i'm keeping it as a memory. Your 3rd Monthsary letter, it's still in my wallet. Our pictures, it's still in my phone memory. Look, i still love you okay. I'm just hurt when you changed to the new you. Get this in mind, i hope you can treat this as a lesson for you. To be truthful, i can't move on.


Asyuhada ♥ I laugh over small things most of the time.	Saturday, July 17, 2010 He said, "KLAW ITU APE YANG KAW NK, AKU TAK BLEH BUAT PAPE. TPI TAKPELA, TERIME KASE UNTK SEGALENYE.." You said it yourself, people do change. And so do YOU, and i gave up. I know i was the one who said goodbye, it was the hardest thing to do.. But, you asked for it. If you didn't change in the first place, i won't have gave up on you and ended our relationship. I know i'm not strong enough now, i'm much more different than last time. I need the time to talk to you, but you refused to. So yes, this is the only way to stop all my hurts. I'm done with you, for what i know, i've done my part. It's you who changed the pace, so deal with it. I got nothing more to say about you. I was fucking dissapointed when you totally change to the new you. Started to contact your ex's whom i know. You don't even call me, you used to call me EVERY night. Now, tell me. What's going on? I got so many things to tell you, i thought of meeting you today. But, i can't handle with it already. On 160710, i have to say my last goodbyes to you. So, i'm not expecting you to come back cause i want to move on. Remember, the first time we broke, you came back. The second time, you came back too. And now, i don't expect anything from you anymore. People had been asking me about you, i actually smiled and walked away and not replying to their questions. They have been asking about US, i ignored them. I don't want them to know that you've changed and i gave up on you. But, it's proven now. I can't control my tears anymore, i have to tell them the truth. So yes, it's like THE WHOLE WORLD knew about it already. Thanks to all my friends for giving me the encouragement to survive. If not, i may have commited suicide already. Now, after i left you. Don't think that i've forgotten everything about you. To be frank, i still need you. I still miss you, i still love you. I still need all that, but i didn't show it. The dress that you gave me, it's still in my hand. I thought of giving it back to you, but due to i still love you, i'm keeping it as a memory. Your 3rd Monthsary letter, it's still in my wallet. Our pictures, it's still in my phone memory. Look, i still love you okay. I'm just hurt when you changed to the new you. Get this in mind, i hope you can treat this as a lesson for you. To be truthful, i can't move on.