Asyuhada
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I laugh over small things most of the time.
Thursday, July 15, 2010
I'm trying my very best to ameliorate our love that went wrong, dear. For once, don't jump into conclusions just like that. I know i'm at fault. Still, we have ways to settle it. Why is it so hard for us get along together now-a-days? I miss you, i miss those sweet moments with you. Why you treat me so cold nowadays? Maybe i'm to blame for your new changes. It was not what i expected to see from you. It's been 3 months 4 days baby, and you're changing. Remember what you said, "
WALAO APE PON, KITER KENE MELUAHKAN. YOUR PROBLEM IS MY PROBLEM
." Remember bhy? If i did any wrong, why can't you just tell me the truth? You kept quiet and you're changing to the new you, which is so sudden. I still can't accept tha fact that this is happening now.. Yesterday, when you sent me those messages. You apologised for being harsh towards me, but today you're repeating the same mistakes again. I've been trying my very best to save our relationship baby, though i'm not strong enough. But, like i said, "
I'LL FIGHT FOR THE LOVE ONES, NO MATTER WHAT
." You said, we can make it this time. So tell me, why am i in tears now? Why baby, why? If i were to play with your feelings, think back dear. You had me at hello, and we lead our own life together. I miss those days, when we're stucked at the Checkpoint and whatsoever. Yes, i miss you.. But, why can't you just give me the time to explain everything? You jump into conclusions just like that. We used to quarrel over small things nowadays.. It's hard to understand our situation now, it's getting worser and worser as days past. Hold on baby, meet me very soon. We really need to talk things out and settle this problem. I don't know what else to do just to save our relationship. I've been too patient with you, but there's a limit to it. Remember, you're my everything and i'm gonna pray for the best okay. Lots of love, Asyuhada.