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Asyuhada ♥ I laugh over small things most of the time.

Sunday, August 22, 2010

Hello. Hi. Hey.
I've been coughing, sneezing and having fever since last 5 days. Gosh, when can it heal? I wanna go back school, i miss my friends, teachers, subjects. I've not been touching my school bag for so long. Same goes to my school uniform and shoes. I miss wearing those nerdy attire. I miss being nerd in school, i miss carrying my school bag. I miss sleeping in class, i miss seating beside Safura. I miss talking to Ms Vanessa using her slang english. Oh god, i miss so many things. :( I wanna go back to school, and have fun like last time. And mostly, i miss hugging Boyf. ): Now that i'm sick, i can't do all that anymore. I can't go back to school, unless i've recover from this sickness. I don't want to waste my parents money on my X-RAY. But, they forced me to go for it. They said, "Better be ready then sorry." Yes, i know. But, isn't money more important then just wasting it on my X-RAY? Plus, i don't want Boyf to get more stress up. If he does, he'll definitely neglect on his friends, and studies. Gosh, i'm such a pain in the neck. ): I don't know how to take care of myself. Ahhhhhhhhhhhh. :(
And oh ya, i wanna fast. Seriously, i've not been fasting for 5 days already. I'm like one lazy pig nowadays. I'm always sleeping 24 hours. When i wake up, bath, eat my medicines, and went back to sleep. Gosh, i don't even have the appetite to eat anything. I'm getting skinny now. I've gained weight before i fell sick, and now i'm back to the old skinny me. ):
When i take any picture of myself, and show it to my mum. She'll praise me with sweet praises. But now, when i showed her my picture, she will say, "Nurul, you look very pale." Oh god, i feel like i'm not myself anymore. I wanna get well soon, i wanna have fun with my friends, boyfriend, family like last time. D:


Asyuhada ♥ I laugh over small things most of the time.	Sunday, August 22, 2010 Hello. Hi. Hey. I've been coughing, sneezing and having fever since last 5 days. Gosh, when can it heal? I wanna go back school, i miss my friends, teachers, subjects. I've not been touching my school bag for so long. Same goes to my school uniform and shoes. I miss wearing those nerdy attire. I miss being nerd in school, i miss carrying my school bag. I miss sleeping in class, i miss seating beside Safura. I miss talking to Ms Vanessa using her slang english. Oh god, i miss so many things. :( I wanna go back to school, and have fun like last time. And mostly, i miss hugging Boyf. ): Now that i'm sick, i can't do all that anymore. I can't go back to school, unless i've recover from this sickness. I don't want to waste my parents money on my X-RAY. But, they forced me to go for it. They said, "Better be ready then sorry." Yes, i know. But, isn't money more important then just wasting it on my X-RAY? Plus, i don't want Boyf to get more stress up. If he does, he'll definitely neglect on his friends, and studies. Gosh, i'm such a pain in the neck. ): I don't know how to take care of myself. Ahhhhhhhhhhhh. :( And oh ya, i wanna fast. Seriously, i've not been fasting for 5 days already. I'm like one lazy pig nowadays. I'm always sleeping 24 hours. When i wake up, bath, eat my medicines, and went back to sleep. Gosh, i don't even have the appetite to eat anything. I'm getting skinny now. I've gained weight before i fell sick, and now i'm back to the old skinny me. ): When i take any picture of myself, and show it to my mum. She'll praise me with sweet praises. But now, when i showed her my picture, she will say, "Nurul, you look very pale." Oh god, i feel like i'm not myself anymore. I wanna get well soon, i wanna have fun with my friends, boyfriend, family like last time. D: