Asyuhada
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Saturday, September 4, 2010
Just let bygones be bygones, why is it SO hard for you to forget about the past?
Hello. Hi. Hey.
Sorry for letting my blog dead, i was damn lazy to update it.
Feel like deleting this stupid blog soon. CA2 Results was freaking bad. I hate it. :(
I flung my English from A to C, my Malay too. How saddddd. AND, i failed my CPA too.
Gosh, i really must learn and study from now onwards. And ya, Boyf told me about his results. Guess what, i was proud of him and jealouse at the same time. He passed all, i think? I must beat him for SA2, yes! I MUST STUDY HARD FROM NOW ONWARDS. Things are going smoothly nowadays, but i'm really busy with Hari Raya stuffs. I need to help dad paint the house la, whatever la. And ya, i bought my Hari Raya Kebaya already, but i still haven't buy my shoe. I don't know what kind of heels to wear this year. Hmms, i'm still thinking about it. Gonna ask dad for money and buy my Hari Raya shoe soon. I must say, family are okay now. I think? Boyfriend, kinda okay. We used to quarrelled last few days, but we're okay now. But, i hate this feeling. It's been 1 week plus, we haven't met. And i'm starting to think negative things about you.. WHY?! :( And ya, i've been scolding, letting out my temper to everyone i know nowadays. I don't know why? I tend to get mad easily, and i hate it to the max. To the girls who have been asking me about Ijahsan, just don't mention her name la, can? I don't know what's her motive of doing this. I'm tired of all this, maybe this is the only way that can make her settle everything. Let her be, i don't wanna make her annoyed. Just leave her alone, if you feels that she's ruining your life by leaving you just like that, think twice. I felt this way when she left me. But i know, Karma is me, Karma is a Bitch. Just let her do whatever she wants. Whatever it is, i have to move on. I still have more friends out there who can still support me by giving me positive advises, not only Ijahsan. I know, she's the best sister i've ever had. Still, i can't neglect my friends just because of her. I have to move on without her. Ends here then, BAI.