You got the sweetest smile, you got the nicest voice when you sing. You're the best pillow i've ever lied on, you're the most comfortable bear that i've ever hugged. You're the strongest guy i've ever met when you carried me. There's so many things about you that made me miss you so badly.
We knew each other from one of your friend. Which is my worst enemy now. We started contacting each other, and we became closer as days past. After one incident, we agreed of moving on. And we did. Few months after that, you started to talk to me through MSN. I've been advising you, cheering you up since you just broke up with you ex-girlfriend. We got so close after that. After a few months, i got a new boyfriend. I didn't know that you've been waiting for me. You texted me such a long message just to say goodbye. I was stucked into two at that point of time. When i broke off with my ex-boyfriend, we talked things out. And we're together, and we lead a happy life together just for a few days. When we broke up, you came back. And we're back together again. After a few months, i let you go. I was weak in this relationship, and you didn't want to go. So we talked things out and we are still together till now. We've gone through too many ups and downs together. And now, this feeling had been playing around in my mind since last few months. We went through a lot, and i feel that i never bring any happiness into your life. I know, you tried your very best to cheer me up just now. You've been emiliorating our love that went wrong. I'm very proud of you, you're a change person now. When you said "Thank you, i know you're trying your very best to save us. You've change me, and i'm happy for you." I almost cried because i know, that's all not right. If i really change your life, you wouldn't be in this state. Seriously, i feel like letting you go. But, i need you in my life. I know i seem so desperately in love with you. But, i'm talking what is fact. You said it yourself, "Whatever it is, i need you in my life." So am i. Maybe i'm just too emotional right now. I need time, i just need time to think what have i done wrong to you all this while. I'm sorry if i treat you differently nowadays. I'll let everything out when i meet you one day. And i swear, i'm going to cry again. Okay, i feel like texting you now. I know you're asleep, but nevermind. When you're awake, you'll read my long message. Kay bye.
