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Asyuhada ♥
I laugh over small things most of the time.
Friday, December 3, 2010


'It's You and Me against the world.' That's what you said. So tell me, what's going on now?
I'm hurt. I'm disappointed. I'm sad. I'm not strong. I can't get over it. I can't live life without you. You want it this way, i'm proving you every single thing you wrote there. I have nothing more to say, you wanted it. I have to force myself to be strong. I forced myself not to cry, cause i know you don't care. Throw all your tantrums, i can bare with it. Show your attitudes, i can take it. I will do anything just to prove you that i can live life with you even how bad you are. How you used to hurt me. I'm not giving up. Even how bad i cried. I can still survive. I swear, if you look for me one day, when the day comes, i'll never forget this incident. The way you texted me, and all. Forever and always, i'll remember it. The most hurtful moment ever since you're with me. All this while, never in my life, we quarrel, you said those things. You even have the guts to say, 'I don't want to receive any text message from you. I promise you, i won't be looking for you tonight.' For goodness sake, i was eating happily before you texted me that. Do whatever you want, i am no one to stop you. I bet you don't miss me. You don't even think of me. You're better off without me. I won't be bothering your life anymore. I just won't. Just promise me one thing, take good care of yourself. When i'm not contacting you, don't think it differently. I'm just relaxing my mind, i need time on my own. I bet you need the time on your own too. So, be it.
Don't think i don't miss you. I miss you, really. When you can't sleep, hug my jacket, kiss it, shut your eyes and say my name. I promise you, you'll sleep tightly after that. If you miss me, listen to my favourite song, kiss my picture in your phone like you always do. Treat this as a lesson. I must teach you, i can't be agreeing everything, yet i'm not doing anything just to emiliorate our love. I'm sorry if it hurts you, i have to do this just to save our relationship. So yeah, remember all my advises. I'm writing everything here, cause i know. I can't text you. So, when you're free. You'll be reading this. Hope you understand bi. Ingat, aku selalu sayang kau.